It’s different?
and it’s a whole new thing, it’s the kind of romance where you open doors for me, and you play pokemon yahtzee with me for hours on end. It’s the kind of moment where I knew things were changing. Even if I don’t make it with you. You’ve made me see that I deserve much better then the scum I have been with my whole life. Somebody opening a car door for me is a first, then a restaurant door. I know this sounds stupid to most of you. But I’ve never had ANYBODY do this for me. You laugh at my lame jokes. And you don’t like killing insects because they are creatures put on the earth just as we were. And nobody I’ve ever met has ever seen things so much like I do. Everything I say, you nod your head and say that’s exactly what you think. Everything you say, I nod my head and say that’s exactly what I think. How is it that I’m eighteen years old and never found a real man. until now. Honestly I do not care if we end up together, because you’re such a good friend I could just be around you and keep this smile. What you are doing is showing me that I deserve much better then what Derrick, Aaron, and Travis ever gave me. Did a single one of them have any respect for me what-so-ever. no. Now I won’t associate with those kind of people. :)
